Ehh dh 2016 hahahaha , dh lama aku meninggalkan hobby mengupdate blog ni but after years dh takbukak and tetiba lak harini rasa mcm nak bukak . First thing aku nampak bila bukak blog ni ialah " IM J.FIQAA " , whattt ? aku still pakai surname ni ? hahaha nampak dulu aku mcm mna , i think i just let it stay like that for a couple of years untill aku dh jumpa surname yg betulbetul sesuai dan lebih matang . To be honest , im already turning 18 this year . Hmm well aku still sama still the same maintain macam dulu but more mature i think haha , but the feels is different , ada rasa kelainan bila dh 18 ni , it feels like more adventurous things will come , rasa mcm inilah kehidupan sebenar yang kau harus tempuhi . Emm rasa nervous jugak sbb dh nk masuk University nanti ni . But dont worry dearself , everything will be fine . Semua adalah perancangan Allah dan kau harus redha apa yg jadi . Okay taknak tulis panjang , just nk bgitahu yg aku still rindu zaman Form 5 aku , aku rindu nak jadi nakal dalam kelas, rindu nk duduk tepi deskmate yg tersayang dini eventhough dia ni susah nk control , byk ja songehnyaa hahaha kidding girl . but the most important thing i miss is being a highschool student in Convent . Masa ni takkan mai balik dh tpi aku takmenyesal sbb aku tahu aku spend tahun 2015 aku dgn sebaiknya . 2016 ? Hmm we'll see .
TrullyLove ♥ J.FIQAA
♔Complicated ♔
Even if i cant have you . Even if its only in my mind . Even if i cant touch you . Even if its a meaningless dreams . Even if i cant talk to you . Even if i hide and watch from far away . You know i do love you even if you didnt know who i am . You dont even know my name . I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you . The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world . Youre not even listening , you wouldnt even know if i died . Even in your next life you will live without even know who i am . Again today i talk to your retreating figure . Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello . Even though the whole world stop listening , i only need you to hear me . The further you are the hardened my heart becomes , will i be able to see you my dear ? Tell me .
Dear , why are you not smiling today ? It would be nice if it was not a big problem . I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety . It would be better if i was in pain instead of you . I cant come close , cant touch , youre the one i cant hold but im going to meet you tonight in my dreams . Even if in my dream everyone ridicules my love . Even though everyone says i am crazy ang the entire world disappears . Its funny that you dont know me even a little bit . But its okay , as long my love for you still deep and innocent then i know i cant stop fallin in love with you . My Dear .
TrullyLove ♥ J.FIQAA
♔An Invisible Thread That Connects Us♔
Keresahan terasa di hati bila aku qasa sekolah tahun depan tak seqonok macam tahun ni . Aku dh menunggu saat ni dh lamaa , dh bertahun . Dh bertahun aku nk merasai semua faham keadaan masing-masing , tahu apa semua orng nak , tahu apa yg dlm kepala otak masing-masing even takbgtau pon because we know each other so well . If time could stop , aku nk nak dia stop time saat kami bersuka ria . Untuk aku , itulah saat yg pling aku susah nk qasa seumur hidup aku . Klau diberi lgi peluang , aku nk merasa saat mcm tu lgi .
Yaa semua orng ada personaliti masing-masing , ada yg hingaq sgd , ada yg diam sgd smpai soqa pon ssh aku nk dgq sbb lembut sgd , ada yg cool , gila caqa diaa , ada hat panaih baqan , ada hat gaqang , well mcm aku kata banyak sgd personaliti dlm satu kelas . Even kami berbeza , tpi ada benda yg kami serupa . Kami faham antara kami , no hard feelings , itu yg aku suka . Memories keep repeating right now . yeahh i miss them so freaking damn much ! . I miss their dorkiest attitude , their mostly everything , well i miss we're together as amal family .
Aku tau depa semua ikut haluan masing-masing , ada yg nk pindah , ada yg kearah tinggi lgi . I'm proud of them :) . They're matured enough . Well result pmr taklama lgi dahh dan aku di sini buad mcm takdak apa yg berlaku haha pelik sensoqang . I hope all the 98's PMR CANDIDATE get the best result this year , make everyone proud of you , and of course make yourself proud of your work yg selama ni takkira siang malam study pikiaq pmr , haha hgpa mmg awesome ahh ! . So till here , keut . Haha bye peeps .
TrullyLove ♥ J.FIQAA
♥ Past
Ehh dh 2016 hahahaha , dh lama aku meninggalkan hobby mengupdate blog ni but after years dh takbukak and tetiba lak harini rasa mcm nak bukak . First thing aku nampak bila bukak blog ni ialah " IM J.FIQAA " , whattt ? aku still pakai surname ni ? hahaha nampak dulu aku mcm mna , i think i just let it stay like that for a couple of years untill aku dh jumpa surname yg betulbetul sesuai dan lebih matang . To be honest , im already turning 18 this year . Hmm well aku still sama still the same maintain macam dulu but more mature i think haha , but the feels is different , ada rasa kelainan bila dh 18 ni , it feels like more adventurous things will come , rasa mcm inilah kehidupan sebenar yang kau harus tempuhi . Emm rasa nervous jugak sbb dh nk masuk University nanti ni . But dont worry dearself , everything will be fine . Semua adalah perancangan Allah dan kau harus redha apa yg jadi . Okay taknak tulis panjang , just nk bgitahu yg aku still rindu zaman Form 5 aku , aku rindu nak jadi nakal dalam kelas, rindu nk duduk tepi deskmate yg tersayang dini eventhough dia ni susah nk control , byk ja songehnyaa hahaha kidding girl . but the most important thing i miss is being a highschool student in Convent . Masa ni takkan mai balik dh tpi aku takmenyesal sbb aku tahu aku spend tahun 2015 aku dgn sebaiknya . 2016 ? Hmm we'll see .
TrullyLove♥ Pikahchu
♔Complicated ♔
Even if i cant have you . Even if its only in my mind . Even if i cant touch you . Even if its a meaningless dreams . Even if i cant talk to you . Even if i hide and watch from far away . You know i do love you even if you didnt know who i am . You dont even know my name . I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you . The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world . Youre not even listening , you wouldnt even know if i died . Even in your next life you will live without even know who i am . Again today i talk to your retreating figure . Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello . Even though the whole world stop listening , i only need you to hear me . The further you are the hardened my heart becomes , will i be able to see you my dear ? Tell me .
Dear , why are you not smiling today ? It would be nice if it was not a big problem . I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety . It would be better if i was in pain instead of you . I cant come close , cant touch , youre the one i cant hold but im going to meet you tonight in my dreams . Even if in my dream everyone ridicules my love . Even though everyone says i am crazy ang the entire world disappears . Its funny that you dont know me even a little bit . But its okay , as long my love for you still deep and innocent then i know i cant stop fallin in love with you . My Dear .
TrullyLove♥ Pikahchu
♔An Invisible Thread That Connects Us♔
Keresahan terasa di hati bila aku qasa sekolah tahun depan tak seqonok macam tahun ni . Aku dh menunggu saat ni dh lamaa , dh bertahun . Dh bertahun aku nk merasai semua faham keadaan masing-masing , tahu apa semua orng nak , tahu apa yg dlm kepala otak masing-masing even takbgtau pon because we know each other so well . If time could stop , aku nk nak dia stop time saat kami bersuka ria . Untuk aku , itulah saat yg pling aku susah nk qasa seumur hidup aku . Klau diberi lgi peluang , aku nk merasa saat mcm tu lgi .
Yaa semua orng ada personaliti masing-masing , ada yg hingaq sgd , ada yg diam sgd smpai soqa pon ssh aku nk dgq sbb lembut sgd , ada yg cool , gila caqa diaa , ada hat panaih baqan , ada hat gaqang , well mcm aku kata banyak sgd personaliti dlm satu kelas . Even kami berbeza , tpi ada benda yg kami serupa . Kami faham antara kami , no hard feelings , itu yg aku suka . Memories keep repeating right now . yeahh i miss them so freaking damn much ! . I miss their dorkiest attitude , their mostly everything , well i miss we're together as amal family .
Aku tau depa semua ikut haluan masing-masing , ada yg nk pindah , ada yg kearah tinggi lgi . I'm proud of them :) . They're matured enough . Well result pmr taklama lgi dahh dan aku di sini buad mcm takdak apa yg berlaku haha pelik sensoqang . I hope all the 98's PMR CANDIDATE get the best result this year , make everyone proud of you , and of course make yourself proud of your work yg selama ni takkira siang malam study pikiaq pmr , haha hgpa mmg awesome ahh ! . So till here , keut . Haha bye peeps .
TrullyLove♥ Pikahchu
♔ IMFIQAA'S BIOGRAPHY ♔
Name ♔ Nurul Afiqah Bt Abdul Rashid ♥
NickNames ♔ Fiqaa for short ♥
Age ♔ Candy OneSix Conventrian ♥
Birthdate ♔ 15 July 1998 ♥
Nationality ♔ Malaysian ♥
Current study place ♔ Convent Girl's School ♥
Personalities ♔ I'm the type of person that enjoys being alone ♥
Likes :
♥ Music for sure
♥ Being alone but not for so long lol
♥ Gadgets
♥ Being with the one I love
♥ Singing
♥ Traveling around the world
